When people grieve, they all do so in different ways. Some avoid talking about how they feel and find it difficult to express their emotions. However, finding people to talk to is a healthy way of coping, especially when you have lost someone close to you.
You will need to make a decision about who you choose to talk to.
Family members may be good to open up to as they may have similar experiences.
Close friends may not have experienced something similar but they can still be a source of comfort and support.
Additionally many schools in Wiltshire have a school counsellor whom you can talk to you and get support from.